“I Wish I Never Experienced Your Love”-Grieving Nadia Nakai Pens Emotional Message To AKA
Rapper Nadia Nakai posted on Instagram how she felt after her boyfriend, rapper AKA, was shot and killed last month.
Kiernan Jarryd Forbes, affectionately known as AKA, was killed by a gunshot outside Wish restaurant in Durban, South Africa, on February 10th. His friend Tebello “Tibz” Motsoane was also killed in the same incident.
Nadia Nakai’s Heartfelt Message To AKA
Rapper Nadia Nakai expressed her grief through a lengthy tearful message on Instagram to remember her late boyfriend, AKA.
Writing on her page, she said:
“Sometimes I wish I never experienced your love. I wish that you were just an acquaintance and I could say “Oh Supa Mega passed away, what a loss for the game”. If I didn’t love you, maybe it would be easier to continue my life without you. Now, because I had been loved by you, it’s just so hard. I have this hole in my heart that won’t let up,” she wrote.
“The world just doesn’t feel the same. I try to hold onto to my memories of when I was happy before you, maybe if I remember how it was before, I could be like that again. But everything doesn’t feel real. I don’t know if seeing you everyday on social media is better or worse, I don’t know if reading our messages is healing or not.
“I know I need to get out my house soon, and I know the people that continue to hold me down, will be there for me, thank you, But I just feel like I’ll never be ready. What is my life going to look like now? time heals all, but time really takes it’s time, and I don’t know when I’ll ever be fine. 💔,” she added.
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AKA’s Father Shares Rapper’s Childhood Photos
AKA’s father recently posted pictures of AKA when he was a teenager on Instagram. This was a way for him to remember his recently passed son.
Captioning the photos, he wrote:
“We learn, and we build, and we grow.”
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