Rapper J Molley Opens Up About Surviving Over 20 Suicide Attempts as He Turns 26
J Molley is grateful for the gift of life as he speaks out about surviving over 20 suicide attempts while celebrating his 26th birthday.
The rapper, born Jesse Mollet, has been candid about his battle with mental health, revealing that this year alone, he made eight suicide attempts.
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A Miracle of Survival
In a heartfelt post on his Instagram, J Molley shared his gratitude for making it to this milestone.
“As I go into my 26th birthday, I am reminded of the grace of God. Over 20 suicide attempts, eight being this year alone, and I’m still here; it’s nothing short of an absolute miracle,” he reflected.
J Molley also spoke about how his faith in Christ helped him find peace amid his struggles.
“I was the last person who could have been convinced of Christ, and here I am. Now that my barn has burnt down, I see the moon. All praise to the most high, Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Not my will, but His will be done.”
A Dark Moment Earlier This Year
Earlier this year, Molley alarmed fans when he posted an apparent suicide note online detailing his feelings of despair.
“I’ll be dead in 30 minutes,” he wrote, adding, “No one knows where I am, and nobody can save me.”
Despite some dismissing his posts as attention-seeking, the rapper’s messages conveyed deep emotional pain.
“I’m in the process of dying. I can’t be saved. It’s too late,” he wrote.
He ended by reflecting on how misunderstood he felt, especially with his Mensa-certified IQ of 156, compared to others.
“As a human with an IQ of 156, I have to live amongst these people with IQs of 80.”
Finding Strength Through Faith
Now, as he moves forward, J Molley is focusing on his gratitude for being alive and his newfound faith. He hopes to inspire others facing similar struggles to seek help and hold on.
“It’s nothing short of a miracle that I’m still here, and I owe it all to Christ,” Mollet said.