“Going On With My Life Without You, I Just Cant”- Nadia Nakai’s Heartfelt Tribute to AKA Leaves Fans Worried
The unexpected death of rapper AKA has caused a lot of grief and sorrow among his fans, family, and friends.
Following AKA’s private funeral on February 18, Nadia Nakai broke her silence the next day and shared her first tribute to her late boyfriend on Instagram.
However, her message was cryptic and left many fans worried about her emotional state.
Nadia Nakai’s Instagram post conveyed her sorrow over AKA’s death and how challenging it is for her to imagine life without him.
She expressed the shattered state of her heart and the fact that their plans together have been tragically disrupted.
Nadia also expressed gratitude for AKA’s love, protection, and inspiration, and shared her struggles with even breathing without him.
She said she will miss all the special moments they had shared and the devastating reality of never hearing his laughter or him saying he loves her again.
Nadia’s post ends with a worrying statement, “I just don’t understand. I don’t know how I’m going to do this, going on with my life without you, I just can’t.”
Fans are now concerned about what Nadia meant by this statement. Some have speculated that she may be contemplating taking her own life.
Nadia Nakai has received an outpouring of love and support from fans and fellow South African female celebrities, including AKA’s former partner and baby mama, DJ Zinhle, as well as Nandi Madida and Khanyi Mbau, among others.
They have offered words of comfort and encouraged Nadia to seek help if she is struggling to cope with the loss of AKA.
Read Nadia’s message below;
“My Heart is shattered, this is not what our future was meant to look like. I can’t believe I said my final goodbye to you yesterday. I’ll never see you again for the rest of my lifetime. You loved me loud and proud, thank you, baby. Protected me, Prayed for me, and inspired me. I find it hard to breathe let alone find the words to explain how much I love you. I’m really going to miss all the special moments we’ve had. This really hurts! I can’t come to terms with the fact that I’ll never hear you say you love me, I’ll never hear your laugh.
We had plans.
There is no pain bigger than the pain of losing you. I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with you, I realise you’re the one who spent the rest of your life with me. I don’t know why things happen the way they do, but I’m questioning God right now. Why would he bring us together to only take you away. I just don’t understand. I don’t know how I’m going to do this, going on with my life without you, I just can’t.
Rest in peace Kiernan, I love you.”